Hi I look at my previous journal entry and see that I haven't updated my journal since november of last year. I don't know....these past couple of months have been eventful and thought provoking. I've been doing alot of soul searching as well as decision making concerning my future. So as a result of this I havent really been inclined to draw, or paint anything. I don't know...I'm just not inspired to be creative. It used to....bring me so much joy and accomplishment...but now it doesn't... I'm just not happy with what i draw cuz it comes out like crap >>... :siggghh: eventually i'll be creative inclined but for thheee past......5 months a creative drought has occured....

Wooww... it's been a little over two months since i last updated this thing...Well i can explain ....
Cuz yeah..I've been busy with school and i just started working again so i haven't really had time to do any art. I mean, i did do a little sketch thing when i was called for jury duty(which was interesting yet boring at the same time....) but other than that that's about it.
I also wrote about a page of the story i'm doing a collab with . I know i said i'll post it on here when i finished the 1st draft, but i havent had the chance to. And I also gotta rewrite one part and i would like to have a solid page to post instead of half a page.
Well thankfully the semester should be ending about 3 wks, so after that i'll have a little bit more free time to post stuff. That is after i squeeze some out of hanging with friends, dating, shopping,sleeping, working...etc etc
more to come soon...hopefully

And so the summer ends and the school year once again starts up. :sigh: Back to the books and scrambling to get work done.
Back to procrastinating and forgetting about quizzes in my next class.
As summer ends sweet memories of hanging out (and making out) soon fade only to be replaced with formulas and dates to be memorized.
In my mind summer spells fun, summer crushes, and relaxing as the sky turns to dusk.
Fall spells work,stress, and early morning wake up calls.
Ah well what's there to say except "i can't wait until christmas break!!"

Oi....i can't believe it's been a little over a month since i last posted any art!! Gomen Nasai or I'm so sorry for those who don't know any japanese. I've just been busy. Between friends/ bf and family i haven't really had any creative burst to draw anything. well that is until recently. I'm in the process of doing a collab with L-money and it sounds really cool so far.I'll be doing more writing than drawing but it's cool though i likes to write XD. So as soon as a majority of the story is sketched out u can expect to see that on my page
i also did a few sketches and i finally finished a watercolor. I wanted to post it today but apparently my scanner isn't compatile with my new desktop computer so it seems like i'll still have to upload stuff from my laptop le sigh..
aw well....i think that's it....the only thing left to say is Yaayyy i can't wait for ffvii-advent children!! it comes out september 14th (if squeenix didn't push it back X( ) and kingdom hearts 2 comes out in december!! I can't wait i can't wait....

Hi to anyone who still checks back to my page. I know i should post more art and stuff but alas i've been too lazy to post stuff and i also haven't been home that much...even though i'm still jobless ;__; I would do commisions but i don't think my stuff is that good that people would pay money for it sssooo i'm just going to continue job hunting and hope for the best.
But honestly though, my summer is turning out to be really fucked up concerning money and stuff. I mean at 1st i was going to take a japanese 102 class but i didn't pester my mom about paying for it cuz i wasn't sure if i'd be able to go(cuz i thought that i would be working during the class time) but since i missed the date to get processed for the job i have more than enough time on my hands. but now i feel bad about asking my mom to pay for the class for me since it's...what....$300 something and i hate asking people to shell that much money for me...especially my mom cuz she does more than enough for me and my brothers. So yeeahh that's pretty much what's on my mind...
Oh! yeah and i finally changed my avatar after a yr....i think.....i liked the other one i had up. i just wanted to try and make my own (since the last one my friend made for me ) and i'm kinda happy with the way it came out. Later on i wanna try and make something a tad bit more complicated with maybe.....5-6 frames....